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turn me into weeds
"didn't mean to pick your flower
but i picked you today
and i
needed prayer
now on your knees
it's you
you
that pushed it in"
am i too old
do i ask too
many goddamned questions
now
"on your knees,
on your knees"
i don't give a shit today
yes i still recall
the words of
John 3:16
I just don't care
in the mirror
i see his face
and the preacher saying
"girl you had it coming to you"
let me tell you
what i had coming...
i learned...
i learned that i could
get a restraining order
i learned I didn't have to step foot
inside the fucking church again
i learned there is word for
what you did to me
i learned you are a type
pedophile
and you said
don't ask for help
and you said
i deserved all that
you did
i learned you lied
you lied
you lied
liar
you lie
you're a coward
you're a fucking
piece of shit
liar
and i am free of shame
and i don't need to
play your games of pain
i'm alive
and you're
a liar
i'm alive

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from Codex: Live from My Living Room Vol. II, released April 21, 2019

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Anaïs Believe

Anaïs Believe hails from the Canadian wilderness. She has come to enjoy such modern things as electric tea kettles.
She is a self taught pianist and a classically trained opera singer. She counts Kate Bush, Coil, Tori Amos, and Leonard Cohen as influences.
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